I have a decision to make. My decision doesn’t guarantee the outcome, but it pushes towards a particular outcome – no matter what I choose, it will cause some big changes. There are pros and cons to both pushing forward and.. not. How do you make a decision when both options have great benefits and drawbacks?
I didn’t realize how worried I was about someone until I suddenly wasn’t anymore. It still surprises me when that happens. Like, shouldn’t I know what I feel while I’m feeling it? If you had asked me, I’d have said my worry was about a 4 out of 10.. but my relief actually hit more like a 7.
There’s a HUGE thing happening at work shortly (next week) and I am pretty sure that I should be at least a little bit nervous about it – but I am SO excited. Hopefully (see #2 about feelings) I won’t move into vomiting-levels of nervousness when the time comes.
I still have residual effects from the stupid cold I had a month (?) ago. WTF. The day this cough disappears and my voice sounds normal all day will be a remarkably good day.
I haven’t spent anywhere near enough time reading lately – I keep trying and I keep falling asleep. On a happy note, I’m apparently getting adequate sleep lately.
How long until we get some decent spring weather? I really just want to spend some time sitting on warm (dry) grass under a tree. (But not leaning against a tree, as Coffee reminded me, because now that we have a male dog I am vividly aware that trees are essentially just coated in urine. goddammit, dog.)